Winters brought along thick cover of fog that had just started to roll in. Law school didn’t give her as many sleepless nights as the two boys in her life did. It was 2:30 am by her watch and the persistent beep of a call waiting made her take note of the name on the screen. ‘Damn!’ She thought to herself, it was probably the fourth time this month she’d have to tell her boy that she needed to take the other call and he was definitely going to be mad at her this time. It had to be done. She made her excuse and switched the line. “Hello!”she said a little anxiously, but before she could say anything else, the drunk voice from the other end shouted joyously “Baby, I got a job, I got placed”. And she smiled. He’d called up her other number an hour ago and said the same thing over and over again till her Mother replied...”Congratulations! She’s in college son.” He then spent the next ten minutes apologising for calling in the middle of the night. But did it stop ...
Hi! I haven't written for a very long time now n guess i'm a lil more rusted than i thought... jus giving it a shot for the time being... they r just arbit thoughts. Silence! the uncanny powerful word, a word with a million meaning. someone once said Silence is golden n it's better not to say anything than something u'd repent later... wonder if tht's the rt way to deal with things... How long will u hold ur silence, how long will u let them talk, how long can u hear being spoken about n not say a word??? not for long I'm sure. for all the twists and turns that life has taken and all the lessons it has taught me... some good n others not so; i know i can not hold my silence anymore. Just coz i don't say a word doesn't mean i have nothing to say... it's just that i thought u'd understand what my silence conveys. may be I'm wrong i should have spoken, but spoken to whom? a wall that u built around u.... i don't think it would have mattered... n now i don't think i care. Whoever said there is unconditional love was wrong, whoever said in freindship there's no explanation required is mistaken .... think again!!! it's jus a thought. But even now... as i sit and think of what went wrong... i wonder searching for an answer " of all the people i've known, a frien' cudn't undesand what my Silence spoke".Random thoughts cloud my mind and i try hard to find a way to make things clear. to somehow break the silence and let the harsh reality be spoken... but then again... why wud u care? or why wud anyone want to know??? Life's so much simpler when looked through frosted rose tinted glass.
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was just surfing and got over to yuor blog... though am not that a writer or something..but.. i found that your thoughts are very deep.... of a person.. who has lots o secret burried under heart.. of a person who's got something in life to cherish...of a person who's so much in thoughts... always struggling... always.. trying hard.. to achive what he wants.. and finally of a person.. ..who is so broken..