Arbit thoughts

Walking down memory lane, looking at pictures from the past, I linger on to this one where my dad's in uniform. Somewhere in the east I think or was it up north. I wonder. The only thing I remember for sure is his reaction to every time I called from law school. "Is everything ok? It's not weekend already is it? " I'd smile a teary eyed smile and say "naah it's Tuesday and I just thought I'd say HI!" I bet he smiled. I could hear it in his voice.

It's unbelievable that i am writing bout it ... i don't even know if anyone ever reads my blog n thinks about anything i write. but then wht the hell I'm still going to write. Till yesterday i wasn't too sure if i shud jus let it be or write bout it, but then today after meetin GD in the afternoon i jus cudn't stop myself. have u ever wondered y things happen? we always say wht ever happens happens for the best n tht god has a plan for all o us. don't get me wrong i firmly believe in him n tht he does look after ppl.. i mean i've seen prayers being answered... mine too but sometimes, i jus can't figure out his reasons or his plan... If u think life is unfair... U have to check out Death. She is worse. u never know when she might jus come for u... one min u r enjoyin urself thinking bout things tht need to be done ... the calls tht u've to make .... n u decide tht there's still time for u to do all tht... but the very next moment u r gone for gu...